Passed CCNP- but seriously not feeling happy as it was when I passed CCNA

Today I passed CCNP Routing with 953/1000.

I was little happy because during the paper I thought, I lost it. 

Came to office just to hear "was it all from dumps". Seriously, I felt all the sleepless nights, various scenarios, hours of hard-work just went in to drain.

I am feeling little better after passing it but i am still many hops away from destination.

Need to do the same work again for switching now. Downloaded the videos for switching.